Lost

I am aware I have not been posting. I am aware I am currently a disorganised mess. I am aware that I am working to improve this. I am aware that I owe you all an apology the size of a mansize kleenex tissue. More than aware.

I am aware I have been mumbling,
Along the cobbled street.
Left-right, half-drunk and stumbling
Will-o-the-wisp, wallflower, weed.

Aware that time is lost, days/hours
There's no tick tocking back, and no return, yet doubt did plant its seed

But somewhere it's uncoiled,
Somewhere it's started, rumbled,
I am aware:
Change here I come, take heed.